iM DOWN :( PERO NGAUN LANG TOH!

BAD DAY!

iTS MONDAY AND STiLL, WALA PA RiNG CHANGES. THiS iS REALLY STUPiD, NWAWALAN NKO NG PAG ASA.; HAHA :)

NO SERiOUSLY, iM STARTiNG TO FEEL DOWN AND USELESS. KACi NMN, i GiVE UP MY WORK iN SiTEL AND TAKE NOTE iVE BEEN WORKiNG THERE, ALMOST TWO YEARS NA. iM PLANNING TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL DiS NOVEMBER SANA, BUT .. PARANG NAGKA LECHE LECHE PA LALO. SORRY FOR THE WORD.

i ACCIDENTALLY SPEND HALF OF MY TUiTiON FEE iMPORTANT MATTER ANYWAY, SO NAGKULANG. TRiED GOiNG SA SCHOOL LAST THURSDAY TO GET SCHEDULE AND NGiNG SUCCESFUL NMN BUT, ON THE OTHER HAND, THEY DIDNT LET ME ENROLL KC i ONLY HAVE \HALF OF THE DEPOSiT FEE WHEREiN i PROMiSE TO PAY iT NMN ON THE 28TH.

THEY DECLiNE iT! REASOMN? THEY DONT WANT TO GIVE "SPECiAL TREATMENT" iS DAT A VALiD REASON, SHEET, RiGHT? WAT ABOUT THOSE PEOPLE WHO'S WiLLiNG AND EAGER TO CONTiNUE THEIR STUDY BUT DOESNT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY UPFRONT TO PAY THE DEPOSiT? PANU NLNG UN? iS THAT iT? JUZ BECAUSE OF THEiR PRiDE THAT THeY'RE NOT ALLOWiNG "SPECiAL TREATMENT" UNACCEPTABLE!

NAAiYAK AKO COS iTS REALLY UNFAiR. HNDi NMN NiCE UNG SCHOOL SiNCE KAKAUMPiSA PLANG NiLA MAG OPERATE HERE iN THE PHiLS.

SiENA COLLEGE. MY PREViOUS SCHOOL. i LOVE STAYiNG THERE. AND i DONT HAVE ANY REGRETS. i DECIDED TO TRANSFER TO A DiFFERENT SCHOOL, WAY CHEAPER. ACCESiBLE. UN LNG ANG BENEFiT THEN UN PA NAPALA KO.. AWW! :(

NOW, IVE LOST TWO iMPORTANT PART OF MY GROWTH. MY JOB, FOR SiTEL WHiCH REALLY UPSETS ME BCOS THEY DIDNT GAVE ME ANY CONSIDERATiON THOUGH i UNDERSTAND NMN.. SHEMPRE PART ODF THEiR TASK TO DiSCiPLiNE REP'S ANYWAY! BUT THE THiNG iS, i HAVE REASON AND THEY DDINT HONOR IT AS WELL. BUT i CANT BLAME THEM. TOO LATE. :(

i MiSS WORKiNG THERE! i MiSS EVERYTHiNG. BUT WALA NA, i'VE LOST iT. i KNOW iTS MY FAULT KASi MJO NAAPEKTUHAN UNG TRABAHO KO PERO REASONABLE NMN LAHAT EE. HNDi LANG NA CONSiDER. :(

LASTLY, iVE LOST THE OPPORTUNiTY OF GOiNG BACK TO SCHOOL THiS SEMESTER. AFTER GiViNG UP MY WORK WHiCH iS REALLY A HORRiBLE, STUPiD DECiSiON, GANiTO PA ANG RESULT! SHiET TLGA!

NOW, i DONT THiNK i CAN STiLL HANDLE iT. iVE GOT A LOT OF PROBLEMS. NAGKA SABAY SABAY PA PESTE. TPOS BAD PA UNG FRiENDSTER KASi BiNURA UNG FRiENDS LiST KO HEHE :)

i DONT WANT TO CONTiNUE THiS.. LALO LANG AKONG NGiGiNG UPSET. SANA LANG MA RESOLVE KO TOH.

SANA.